Ang hirap talagang gawin ang mga bagay na ayaw mo nang gawin pero kailangan. Mahirap makisama sa mga taong alam mong walang ibang gusto kundi hilahin ka pababa because they wanted to be like you. Mahirap din makibagay sa taong minsan ka nang pinagbintangan ng kasalanan na hindi mo naman ginawa. It's so disappointing to know that hardwork, honesty, integrity and dedication are not enough to take away the doubts from a person. It's sad to see how selfishness, ungratefulness, pride, insecurities and envy destroys a relationship. And it's so hard to tell everybody that you're fine when you're not. It's so hard to pretend that everything is ok when it's not. I hate the thought that I have to show everybody that I'm not affected with the things thats been happening around.
There are so many things that keeps on bugging me, I'm too stressed out right now. Shits keep on coming and the people that you're expecting to be there for you are not there when you need them.
I wish I could go back to the time when everything is well.
There's so much that I wanted to say but my feelings wouldn't let me.
crizzy. ♥
an ordinary girl, living a simple life. i have flaws, i have my weaknesses, i am imperfect but i'm lovin' it. i treasure my friends and family....i hate those people who judge me right away without even knowing the real me...i love swimming, books and music...
