Wednesday, May 17, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:07 PM
I live,
I love...
bkit nga ba pagnagmahal tyo... lgi tyong naluluha... khit mahal pa nla tyo... my hadlang o wla pero parang lhat prin ay wla dahil sa sakit na naramdaman mo... hay nko ewan ko ba... pagmahal mo cya may mahal syang iba.. or mhal ka nya pero di mo sya mhal... mahal nyo preho ang isat isa pero di kyo pwde... hay ang hirap tlga pero ano nga ba ang misteryo sa loob ng salitang "LOVE" bkit wla prin tyong alm tungkol dito? siguro nga marami ng karanasan pero iba iba nman ang itinuturo nito... mga aral na habng tumatagal at mas masakit at tinutulungan din tyong mging mtatag sa ssunod na mga pagsubok... pero kht gaano mo pa sya kamahal bkit nga ba may mga bagay pring hindi mapagkasunduan... khit gaano ka nya kamahal my mga pananaw prin kyong salungat sa isat isa... ewan ko ba pero parang lhat ng ito ay nsa realidad na tlga ng mundo ng mga taong ngmamahal... di lhat ngttagumpay... di lhat nagkakasama... di lhat ngkakatuluyan... di lhat tapat... di lhat naaayos... kung issulat kong lhat ay kulang pa ang buong mundo dahil sa dami ng salitang nglalarawan sa pagibig.... cguro nga dapat buksan din ntin ang ating mga mata sa katotohanan... kasama sa pagmamahal ang lumuha... at hindi kasalanan ang mag mhal ng lubusan at makasakit... pero ang pananakit ng sadyaan ay wlang kapatawaran... ewan ko bkit ko nga ba ito naisulat pero sa aking pananaw... ang pag ibig ay tlgang mapaglaro... paliko likong daan... daming kantong pedeng hintuan... maraming mkikilala at mkakasama... ang iba ay iyong mmhalin at iiwan mo o iiwan ka... di ba... ganito tlga... pra sgro skin .... ang tanging sgot lng sa ating mga tanong ay nkalaan din sa ating mga karanasan.. at pagkabigo... isipin lng nting mbuti at ating mauunawaan kung saan tyo nagkamali pra sa ssunod na pakikipagrelasyon ay di na ntin gawin... wag din tyong mag alangan na iparamdam s isang tao na mhal ntin sla... dhil hindi habang buhay andyan sla... na ssamhan ka at mag aantay syo..bka ksi huli na ang lhat... hanggang ngyon tanong ko prin sa aking srili.. bkit nga ba pgnagmahal tyo?? gnito... prang ang hirap..
♥ Loved, crizzy
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Last footprint@7:06 AM
I live,
I love...
have you ever think of getting married?! how about the man that we are going to marry?! hahahahahaha!! i know its kinda weird...pero aminin na natin iniicp natin yun d ba?! ako iniicp ko yun eh..so here's an open letter to my future husband...
Even though i dont know you exactly who you'll be yet, i think of you often. i wonder how you're living your life now. it matters to me you know because how you live your life now determines the kind of man you're becoming....and the kind of man i'll spend the rest of my life with.....
Apparently, for some bizzare reasons ,manhood doesn't come automatically for males.some guys seem to spend their entire live "trying to prove their manhood"--by hunting,playing sports,driving fast..and having sex.it seems rather strange to us women that guys think having sex proves you're a man. to us, it just proves you've reach manhood.And we dont really consider that,in itself,to be any great accomplishment. you must know that having sex won't prove you're a man. becoming a man is a much more complicated process.The funny thing is, even in this day and age, most guys want to marry a girl who respects her sexuality. a guy doesn't like the idea of his future wife in the backseat with someone else, or of her being the subject of a sexual conquest story in the locker room. they'll brag about girls like that, but they wont marry them. they want to marry a girl, whether she's never "done it" or done it and regretted, who recognizes that ex speaks the language of forever committed love...someone like me...But why would i want to marry someone like that---someone who want to marry a virgin but spends his dating years robbing other girls of their virginity so that he can prove his manhood? he's not a "real man" in my eyes--he's a selfish ,immature boy driven by insecurity,not love. I'm not interested.I want more from you. i want you to respect your sexuality as much as i respect mine. i want you to be a real confident man, not a wimp who has to use women to feed his insecurity. a guy like that couldn't use all women, and suddenly love me. he may be "good" in bed, but he's no good at loving...I want you to develop self-control. that's important to me. i dont want to marry a man who can't control himself. men like that make lousy husbands. a guy who isn't used to saying "no" to sex isn't going to be any better at it at 40 than he is at 18.i've seen women who worry every time their husbands hire an attractive secretary. i dont want that. what kind of marriage could i have with someone i couldn't even trust on business trips?
I want to tell you also that i'm not as narrow minded as those guys who say they'll only marry a virgin. society isn't too supportive of virginity, especially male virginity. i can forgive mistakes from your past. but i'm interested in you future,starting now. when i meet you,i want you to be a man who has made a conscious decision to wait...out of love for our future family and commitment to marriage. and i want you to be a real man,who's developed the control, maturity and unselfishness that waiting brings.
They may not be popular but they are popular to me. they'll make you better husband and a better father. to me that's sexy. i've abstained from sex all these years and it hasn't been for the lack of offers. i've had plenty of opportunities, and saying "no" hasn't always been easy. i'm sure its not always easy for you either. but it will make our marriage so much stronger. sex will be out gift to each other,our exclusive "language". it'll belongs to us,not "us and everyone else we ever dated".
Thanks for waiting for me. i promise you wont regret it.
---i've posted this entry on my previous blog form the other blogsite but i've forgotten my password there..so i posted this one here...hehehehe
♥ Loved, crizzy
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:01 PM
I live,
I love...
i promise
to love you with all my heart
to be true to you at all times
to make you smile when you're crying
to lift you up when you're down
i promise
to lend my ears to listen to you
to be your ears to listen to you
to be your eyes so you can see the light
to reach you so we can walk together
to comfort you when the world turns against you
i promise
to be your guide toward a good life
to give you strength when you're weak
to inspire you to work things better
never to leave you because i love you
i promise to keep this---forever
♥ Loved, crizzy
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